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"Don't underestimate someone's thoughts about you, it's their jealousy that speaks louder than hate" Susan Makosch

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"Never give up on your dreams or imagination... they're the only things that  keeping you a life" Susan Makosch

I Am Your Gal…

If I had a chance to write a personal add it will begin something like this:

(Do you have an ex-wife, or an ex-girlfriend that you want to rekindle passion with her …You are in luck because I am your gal.  All you have to do is take me out on one or two dates and you will be back were you belong).

Welcome to my life story but before you set down and get comfortable in your seat make sure you have popcorn, bear, or a glass of wine and enjoy the ride.  My story being when my sister Nadine thought I was a lonely woman and I need a companion in my life.  So I took her advice and began my journey in the dating world.  

My first date name was Steve who the moment he walked into my life I thought he was my soul-mate, but after a month or so of dating he calls me up while working on a Thursday and tells me that he and his ex-girlfriend will like to rekindle an old flame that have not been distinguish and asks me what I thought of what he just told me.  Hum, really I am not sure what he was expecting me to tell him.  But I kept my self-respect in check and I did what I believe any loving kind human being should do and wished him best of luck and hoped he will be happy just like part of Whitney Houston song “I hope life treats you kind, and I hope you have all you’ve dreamed of, and I wish to you, joy and happiness, but above all this, I wish you Love. 

After a year or so I finally thought I will be over Steve because the universe sent me David ascending from the horizon of heaven to heal my broken heart and rebuild the damage that Steve left behind.  Ah, David, David, David my savior who will heroically superglue back together my shattered heart.  And what would you know, David after a week or so of dating and having discussion about how we are meant to be together, calls me up on another dreadful Thursday to gently and softly let me down easy, because he was returning to rekindle an old flame who she was engaged for four months to another man, but now she is free and wants him back.  Ahhhh once again I kept my self-respect in check and I did what I believe any loving kind human being should do and wished him best of luck and hoped he will be happy just like part of Whitney Houston song “I hope life treats you kind, and I hope you have all you’ve dreamed of, and I wish to you, joy and happiness, but above all this, I wish you Love. 
You think after those two rude awakening I would call off the search for Mr. Right.  But come on who are we kidding as my little sister Hadeel use to tease me and say  “You are glutton for punishment” little did I know she was right.   Year 2013 left and it took with it any hope that might left for me to find find Mr. Right and 2014 took over and I am still holding my head up high and believing 2014 will be the year for me were my luck will turn and I will find that special someone who will see me for who I am and just fall in love with me and I will with him.  One way or another I thought this year is going to be different.  In my infinite wisdom and day dreaming incantations I was convinced the talk I had with Cupid and asking him to lay off the Prozac or whatever drugs he is on for my sake and help me to find Mr. Right things will change.  
In his wisdom and kindness Cupid sends me Mark, just like the movie Bridget Jones Diary cupid sends me “Mark Darcy”.  Ah, Cupid finally got it right and he sends me a man who promised me he will not break my heart like “Steve and David”.  Little did I know Cupid must have sneaked behind my back and had hand full of Prozac and he must of accidentally plummet something in my drink along the way?  And once more while I am under the influence of what Cupid dropped in my cup believed Mark every word.  And once more I feel flat on my face and Cupid hit his arrow straight into my heart and not Mark.  Another failure and another disappointment in the department of love, and you think with someone at my age will “GIVE UP” and just when I thought I will just hang my hat up and call it quit it Paul happened.  
John “John Paul” he tiptoed into my life out of nowhere and who am I to not to give love one more try.  Our first date was amazing and we really connected and I was really shocked this could actually be the end of me searching for Mr. Right.  Since the first date was amazing Paul asks me out on a second date and I happily accepted.  And to my surprise and I think it’s the Universe collaborating with Cupid I have forgotten that it was Thursday, that dreadful Thursday and yes once more my wonderful readers you guessed it.  Paul tells me he is flying April 21, 2014 to Italy hoping rekindle an old flame with his ex-wife.  And as always; I kept my self-respect in check and I did what I believe any loving kind human being should do and wished him best of luck and hoped he will be happy just like part of Whitney Houston song “I hope life treats you kind, and I hope you have all you’ve dreamed of, and I wish to you, joy and happiness, but above all this, I wish you Love..  After the date is over I went home cried, and eat ice cream to heal my broken ego.   
I am not sure what is it exactly about me that send men flying back to the arms of their old flames.  At the beginning I was wondering if there was something major wrong with me.  But after a lot of soul searching, and thinking is it really me or simply them.  I arrived after countless hours of soul searching and private discussion between me, myself, and I, to an important conclusion:  
The “Universe” along with “Cupid” wicked sense of humor are telling me “LOVE WAS NOT MEANT FOR ME”.  


Susan Makosch

THE CARCASSES, SKELETON IN OUR ATTICS CLOSET

There was a time when I was thinking about entering the political arena.  In order to enter such arena I realized I have to change a lot of fundamentals issue and peal the essence of who I am.  So, I thought instead of giving them the power to do that to me.  I will regain my own control and open my closet to reveal the skeleton or open the attic and reveal the carcasses so to speak.  People love to gossip about the “evil” of humans nature forgetting there is two sides to us. I am swinging my closet door open so everyone can see what’s in it.

I am not and will never be religious.  I refuse to belong to any God who tells me to kill my brothers and sisters, because they worship other gods than (him, she, or it) and who discriminate against his own creation.  My God is colorful so he created a garden with beautiful colors and shapes.

I am for human rights it is your body you do with it as you please.  I am for gay and lesbians rights.  The heart wants what the heart wants. I am for blacks, yellows, reds, etc… your ignorant mind can’t think on its own.  Remember your God the one who created them that way, so why do you disagree with his creation.  Funny isn’t it.

I am for all living things to be protected and respected.  We all according to whatever God you believe in have the right to co-exists, so why you think your life is worth more than someone else. Even if you believe your God have given you the permission to slaughter an animal in order to survive why not be humble and kind about it.  According to some religious believes when God was wrathful many humans were cast into animals forms.  Before you kill them stop and think it could be a soul of a loved one who you are slaughtering.  Animals sense they are going to be slaughtered and if you with all your wisdom took a moment and observed their behavior you would sense their fear.

I am for the immigrants who built this country with their sweat and hard work.  Educate yourself before opening your mouth in order to understand that the only true American’s are the Indian American’s. This land does not belong to anyone of us it’s funny how Christopher Columbus discovered a land people already lives in and the “ignorant human race killed them all and when the Indian’s defended themselves they were called Savages”.

I am for advocating to let your un-intellectual mind feed on knowledge and respect, instead of ignorance and hate.  One thing for sure I will never make it to political arena since most of them are dirty and kneel only for power and money.  Laws were not made to protect the unfortunate, but the rich and powerful.

I know I will never make it since the majority of you who elect politicians are of those who have no well power to think on their own.  Here goes me politician career for the simple reason I told you the truth because you deserve to know who you elect, but you chose the one who lies to you and deceives you truth to be told “you deceived you”.

Susan Makosch

He Stood You Up: that means he’s not coming

                 

I am sure most of you heard of the book “He’s Just Not That Into You”.  Ladies why do we need such book to tell us the “Obvious”.  Ok, let’s investigate this more just recently I was asked by someone to go out on a second date with them and they never showed up, called, or text.  Did I really need to read a book to tell me “He’s Just Not That Into Me” or “I’ve Been Stood Up”.  

Here is a check lists to help you determine if “He’s Just Not That Into You”…

How often does he call you?
Does he only make plans with you once a week, every two weeks, or once a month?
Does he tell you we need to see other people?
When you are in trouble does he listen to you or just tells you he is busy?
Does he make love to you or are you just a booty call?
Does he call you by your name or refer to you by sweetie, honey, pumpkin?
Does he introduce you as his girlfriend or “just” a friend?
Is he proud to introduce you to his family and friends?

Ladies listen to your intuition and learn to trust it, I knew on the day I was stood up that he’s not going to show up.  I told my friend as soon as I got home “I don’t know why but I feel I am going to be stood up tonight?  You may ask how did I know let me tell you. When he was in Italy and we use to message on facebook I felt him closer to me than when he came back to the state.  The same day we were to go out on our second date he didn’t call or text message that day.  I don’t know about you but that was a clear indication to me that I am being stood up.

Susan Makosch

The Voice

"If it was up to me... I will be the voice and strength of the weak... animals,  orphans, and the elderly...I will love them with every single elements in me" Susan Makosch

Soul mate

"I recognized my soulmate the moment I saw him, but he had no clue who I was." Susan Makosch

Freedom...

"Freedom is an illusion invented by mankind. " Susan Makosch

Happy Valentines Day

This is for the ladies I am not sure what’s significant about this day, and why this should be the only day to celebrate love.  

If it was me I would rather have a man who brings me flowers "just because" and when I enter the room he can’t keep his eyes of me for the simple reason I took his breath away.  Who if I was feeling sad he wipes my tears, and while I am in his arms whispers gently into my ears “I am here, you’re not alone”.  Who secretly glances at his watch and think to himself “I can’t wait to go home to see my best friend”.  A man who every time we make love it feels just like the first time we meet.  Who opens the door for me, remembers my favorite music, open the car windows and the sunroof, just because he knows that’s the way I like it.  A man, who looks at me and knowing he can’t sing, still sings for me “Andrea Bocelli”.  Who holds my hand to make sure that I am always connected to him and by his side.  Who at night lights up candles cooks dinner, open my favorite wine and pour a glass for me and says “relax”.  When he’s in the kitchen keeps coming towards me and pulls me to his chest and sneak a kiss and then return to make sure dinner is still good.  Someone, who values my gentle soul, kind spirit, and worm heart.  Who wants to have children with me so he always has a piece of me with him “tell death do us apart.”

I know most of you would say that I must be dreaming, but I am not.  Ladies “Chivalry isn’t dead” men just tired of being accused on valentines they that they don’t care.  Who want you to see him the same way he sees you, but majority of you ladies seem to be taken by commercialized “Valentine Day” that you forgotten to count your blessings.  If you have a man who fits the description above and you don’t value him, I am single please send him my way.  Out of 365 days I would rather have 364 days of happiness than 1 day of valentine.   

Susan Makosch

Smile

"Smiling heart, spirit, and soul are contagious, be careful no one is immune" Susan Makosch

Wings

"It's not the wings alone that carries us, but it's the unconditional love that we have for one another that gives us the strength to believe that we can fly" Susan Makosch

Education is powerful, so is ignorance. Susan Makosch